A woman is not the source of having happiness. As far as this life is concerned if your dead there is no happy your dead. I have my work and many other things I derive happiness from. The main issue with my wife was the magical ARG I am going to stick my head in the sand and if you try to bring it out or make me aware of anything but there is nothing wrong..... you're a problem. She was bitching daily about my taking common-sense precautions.
I am actually a lot happier with her gone. No one biting at me no more bickering and I can go about this life for now practicing common sense. The virus is nothing to be afraid of if you practice common-sense. The problem is people that will not faithfully practice common-sense. I think for her I was the reality she did want to come to terms with and so I was the brunt of constant issues and those issues are over as she is gone.
URU is opening up they think they beat this thing and many people are like this is Uruguay no pasa nada. OK let's see the next few months will tell. Now it is time to hide as they just might throw common-sense right out the window. We shall see.