I was the third brother of five. Doing whatever I had to do to survive. I'm not saying what I did was alright. Trying to break out of the ghetto was a day to day fight. Been down so long, getting up didn't cross my mind I knew there was a better way of life that I was just trying to find. You don't know what you'll do until you're put under pressure. Across 110th Street is a hell of a tester.